On Crimson paper with Hollow Words...My Feather fell with Bloody Ink...Above My Mind I drifted Naked...Taking Shapes of Words Unwritten...
Introduction
Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...
Wednesday, January 17, 2024
+ARCANA*VOX*IN*SCRIPTUM*ARS*POETIKA+
Sunday, January 14, 2024
+ARS•POETIKA•CREATIONAEM•HERMETIKA•OPUS+
Wednesday, January 3, 2024
+DE•SENSUALIS•MAGIKA+
Sunday, December 31, 2023
+DUALIS•IN•UNITATIS+
Wednesday, December 20, 2023
+MAGNUS•MAGIS•MAGUS+
Wednesday, November 22, 2023
+VIRYL•ARCH•MAGIS+
Wednesday, May 3, 2023
ANGELIA INVICTA
Your fleeting Light I felt in her voice bitter
Thursday, February 24, 2022
ANIGRAIL ORCHID
elANIel the Holy Orchid Blooming
In the Kievan Green Virgin Garden
On Her Gentle Petals - Morning Dew
Absorbed by Sunny Golden Rays!
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With Her Fragile Roots in Lushy Soil
Dipping-Deep in Crystal Cooly Stream
She drinks Her Daily Holy Water pure
So Radiant- Queen among the Flowers!
* * *
Her Organic-Silky Body-Curves so Soft
Sways in Summer Breeze - Slow Dance!
With Hues of Purple, Pink and Crimson
Her Arms Tattooed by Nature’s Brush!
* * *
Bathing in Bliss of Smells and Colors
She feels a Slightly Touch of Heaven
Caressing Delicately On Her Hair
Sliding down to Her Blooming Petals.
* * *
The Garden Florist Smiling Bright
To see His Flower Kingdom Grow
The Fragrant Perfume in the Air
And ANI - the Sweetest of them All!
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He makes Her tingle with Delight
She - Him Proud with her Grace
He shows Her - Care and Sympathy
She - opens her Exotic Beauty!
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Hidden beyond Vales and Glades
Lay this Mythic Anigrail Orchid
Only those with Angel Sight can see
the Florist and his Garden Magic...
Saturday, February 5, 2022
+ ANIEL'EVAEL'TYRALIONAE - OCCULTA POESIS +
ANI SWEET NAME LIKE DIVINE HONEY
THREE HOLY WORDS OF EXALTATION!
I.E. - (A)NGELIC (N)EO (I)NVOCATION
YOU ARE FULL OF ARTISTIC MYSTERY
LIKE THE MOON ON CLOUDS OF MIST!
SHROUDED IN THE MYTH OF MAJESTY,
YOU ARE A STRANGER FOR MY WORLD
YET, I FEEL I KNOW YOUR ESSENCE!
SUCH BEAUTY IN YOUR COLOR BRUSH-ART
MUST COME FROM PURE-DEEPEST HEART!
I DON'T SEE YOUR FACE, NO IMAGE...
I DON'T KNOW YOU, JUST WORDS OF LUCK
BUT MY SENSE IS SHARP LIKE RAZOR
I CAN DIVE DEEP, BEYOND THE COVER
AND CAN READ THE WORDS UNSEEN!
'TO SEE IS TO BELIEVE' THEY SAY
BUT I BELIEVE WITHOUT SEEING!
WHO ARE YOU?! LADY ARCANUM ANIEL
CLOAKED IN HEREMETIC MYSTERIUM,
LIKE A VEILED PRISTESS MATERIA
FROM A KIEVAN TEMPLE DECORUM
WORSHIPPED IN SANCTUS SANCTORUM!
IN YOUR HANDS YOU HOLD THE CODEX
FEW CAN SEE YOUR CROWN OF LIGHT,
YOUR SONIC VOICE VIBES WITH HALO
OF COSMIC MELODY! FROM NOVA STARS!
DON'T BLAME ME FOR WORDS SO POOR
I'M A SCRIBE OF YOUR INSPIRATION
ANGEL RITUAL OF POETIC INCANTATION
TO PRAISE YOU WITH MY DEVOTION
AND SHOW YOU MY HUMBLE VENERATION!
YOUR FELINE SMILE HOLDS A SECRET
LIKE A SPHINX OF ANCIENT EGYPT,
AROUND YOU THE AURIC FIELD SO BRIGHT
PAIN TRANSFORMED, BECAME YOUR MIGHT!
REBORNED ANI...ANEW LIKE META-PHOENIX
YOUR BLOOD TRANSMUTED INTO HAPPY TEARS
RISE AGAIN AND CLAIM YOUR GLORY THRONE
THE PRICE YOU PAID, EARNED YOUR HOME!
ON YOUR DARK ALTAR OF BLACK ONYX
YOU SACRIFICE YOUR GRACE FOR ROSES,
THE INK AND PAINT IS CONSOLATION
IN THIS WORLD OF SLOW DISINTEGRATION.
THEY CARE NOT FOR SUBTLE ILLUSTRATION
OF YOUR SOUL BATHING WITH ILLUMINATION!
LET THE DAMNED RULE YOU FOR A MOMENT
BUT AT NIGHT - YOU REIGN WITH MAGICK!
HAIL! ARCHON'ARCH'ANIEL OF KIEV'AMRIEL!
HALLOWED IS THY NAME IN HIGH HEAVEN!
SPREAD YOUR PURE WINGS OF CORAL CREAM!
ABOVE THIS GLOOMY REALM OF CHAOS FILLED!
SING YOUR SONG WITH SHAPES AND CONTOUR!
AND DRAW YOUR MAGNUS OPUS - SACRED PAINTING
WITH CRYSTAL STILUS - YOUR LUX AETERNA!
Monday, January 24, 2022
ULTIMUS SOLIS ORTUS
+ + + "We all are divided...The worst one- inner Division!"+ + +
~Outer fiends can only defeat what you already gave up on!~
+ EXARCH Violykan +
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The Dawn is near, it's the last time I can watch it...
I was bitten at Midnight...I thought Death took me...how wrong I was...in a sense I did die...now I am...something else...I was spared total oblivion...for what?! Roaming this accursed Land of Ever-Night and Bleak Moon?!
I guess I am what they call "turned one"...how sad...and to think that in the morning I was in the Church...Yes, I prayed for Immortality! But not this "mimed farce"!
Memories begin to fade...I slip in this new unholy transformation...
The last Image I can hold on to: 'The smell of fresh baked bread on the table. Soft tune of my Wife singing in the kitchen. The sound of sparkling log in the fireplace...distant echoes of farmers in the field...my village on the Hill of Roses...'
Please Heaven, don't take it from me...spare This Memory from dissolution!
I MUST RUN! Far away from here! They must never know what became of me...
Bright Dawn rising on the tiny village on the Hill of Roses...From a house nearby, bitter cries can be heard...a woman on the floor in the kitchen...beautiful as an Angel in flesh...tears streaming down her face like the morning dew...in her white hand she holds a letter...on the yellow paper can be seen words written in haste: 'Don't look for me...Your love will always be in my heart...By the Heaven's Grace we will meet again, in this World or the Next...'
Far from the Hill, in the dark forest...at the edge of the Village, a Figure can be seen blended with Shadows...from the Cloaked Head only two red eyes glow in utter darkness...the crimson gaze is directed toward a house, from which the woman's muffled cry can still be heard...the eyes seem to Glow bleaker...the sanguine light illuminates the white face of the creature...only barely...fresh tears fall on the decayed earth, some of it slide on his pale chest...where the last beat of the heart can be heard...
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Wednesday, November 24, 2021
HANNE-LUCINATION
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Nydelige Hanne i rosa bluse
Smilende som en katt,
Med ditt organiske syn
Du skinner klarere enn solen!
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Dine rene øyne av stjernelys
gjør verden - et eventyr,
Bildet av deg er som magi -
Vanskelig å finne, men - super ekte!
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Håret ditt er flytende hvitt gull
Kroner ansiktet ditt som hellige Halo,
Hvem kan se din dypeste gnist?!
Bare de som er født fra den høye himmelen!
* * * * *
Din kremete hud er som en silke
Så myk og øm - ulastelig!
La skjønnheten din flyte som elv
For de tapte i ørkenens verden!
* * * * * *
Ikke klandre meg for klønete ord
Jeg er ikke en sanger eller en poet...
Jeg ytrer bare mine indre inspirasjon
Forårsaket av din guddommelige skjønnhet!
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Lovely Hanne in pinky Blouse
Smiling gentle like a Cat,
With your Organic outlook
You Shine brighter than the Sun!
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Your Pure Eyes of Starlight
Makes the World - a Fairytale,
The Picture of you is like Magic -
Hard to find, yet - Super Real!
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Your Hair is Liquid White Gold
Crowns your Face like Saints Halo,
Who can see your Deepest Spark?!
Only those born from High Heaven!
x x x x x
Your Creamy Skin is like a Silk
So soft and tender - Immaculate!
Let your Beauty flow like River
For those lost in Desert World!
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Don’t blame me for clumsy words
I am not a Singer, nor a Poet...
I just utter my inner Inspiration
Caused by your Godly Beauty!
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Wednesday, November 17, 2021
APOAMOROSIS(LOVEIFICATION)
Always close to you no matter the Miles
Your sadness and pain - I feel like mine!
Most-High-Arch-Goddess-Angel-Lady!
& & & & & &
Your Smile - Waves of Quantum Light
So Atomic and Photonic like Cosmos!
Your Eyes - Glassy Organic Astral Stars
No Cry, no Tears, Lady Of Harmonic Bliss
In your Face - Time becomes Eternity!
& & & & &
Thousand years is just a Moment
For Us - Souls of Eternal light,
Life is here, Right here, Right now!
All the rest - Shadows on the Wall
And Ashes...in the Wind of Time!
Every Night in our Sacred Dreams
We meet under the Silver Moon,
And talk among the Starry Spires
Between Galaxies of Azure Aether!
In the Gladness of Dawn Creation.
& & &
ESTELYA Laughing in her Sleep
With her Dreamy Angel voice,
And wakes up with Sunny Smile
In Her Eyes - the Grace of Heaven,
In My Heart - Her Love Divine...
Sunday, November 7, 2021
SPIRALIS-ASCENSIO
The New Me is renewed again,
The same and still - anew!
My Sleeping Dreams are so revealing
Deep and Consciouss in details!
* * *
The Astral Me is back in Aether -
With My Nemesis of - Dualistic Play!
* *
My Goddess emerges from Depths
Of Memories and Abstract Scenes...
Always close and yet too far...
Fading from both Dreams and Life...
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Binding-feelings I cut with ease
From the Rope of Past moments!
Why cling to Hollow Shell?!
When all thats left is - dry paint!
* *
Mirror-Ladies come and go so fast
Who holds the one True Spark?!
Where is the Signs of Real Image?
Can I uncover at the end at last?.
* * *
Or...doomed to wander in this Maze
Until my Essence is freed from Flesh
And back I will go, to my true Home
Where Love and Light is Overall!!!
Sunday, July 4, 2021
ASA MEA AETERNA LUX EST
THE PATH I WALK IS FOGGY
BUT MY HOPE IS CLEAR
I HEAR MY NAME IN PEOPLE
IN THIER DREAMS I KNOW MYSELF.
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MY LONELINESS IS SWEET LIKE NECTAR
IN THE MORNING OF GLORIOUS LIGHT,
I HOLD THE KEYS OF MYSTERIES
IN MY ENCRYPTED MEMORIES OF PAST!
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I AM THE PRIEST IN ROBES OF PURPLE
WITH THE TRIPLE CROSS OF SILVER,
THE BOOK OF SILENT WORDS IS OPEN
AND THE FATE IS IN MY HANDS...
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I HEAR THE CALL OF ANCIENT ORDERS
THE CHANTING OF MYTHIC SAINTS,
AT THE GATES OF CRIMSON LIGHT
THE ONYX ALTAR AWAITS MY PRAYER!
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THE CREATOR IS IN MY THOUGHTS
AND HIS TRUTH IS IN MY DEEDS,
I WILL RISE FROM SHADE OF LIFE
IN MY PURE ESSENCE NAKED!
Monday, March 29, 2021
DUALISTIC SINGULARITY
With desire for your Honey...
My hungry Spirit is so hot,
For the Intim, for the Nude!
My Soul is so High and Noble
With Wings I reach the Astral!
But my body is so alarmed
For Sensuality and Sex.
With my Mind I can dive
In Metaphysical Ocean,
And no fulfilling for my Dreams...
I would cover you with Kisses,
Like a Shrine of Holy Grace
To Taste the fruit of your Flower,
And to drink your wetness dry...
How such power can be real?
When I wish for this desire,
It's always far to reach and gone!
Let me be alone like Hermit
And fall in Fantasy again
Maybe there my Queen is waiting
With her lusty magic eyes...
Saturday, February 20, 2021
PENTALENA HEXANGELIS
Sunday, April 5, 2020
ELENIEL OCCULTA AYLENA
And they will make her believe that she is a simple human. Lenaya will fall in their dark trap of human lies...But when everything around will collapse in chaos and darkness..
One will come...the one who is called bringer of hope. He will shake Ayleni from her slumber, will bring her closer to her Angelic lands. For her beauty and her grace, he will summon the divine sensation of love and hope. Nobody will make her fall again...she will know...she will remember...Her tears will clean her soul, her smile will heal the void of life.
The order of Holy Angelic Light will welcome her.
They will put a crown of 9 stars on her head.
They will cover her in the dark aspect of Lunar Goddess.
They will give her the scepter of the Sun
and the mantle of the mystic rites!
THEY WILL PRAISE HER NAME AND SING HER BEAUTY!
THE HALLS WILL TREMBLE WITH ECHOES OF YELENIEL THE QUEEN!
And He will hold her hand and lead her to the door of Cosmic adventures!
Thousand Stars fell before this Moment
And the One I saw was Light years away
Her Aura made the Night bright as Day
She was Mighty like a Force of Creation
Then I heard AELENYIC echo in my Life...
The Moon and Sun was in her Eyes
And her Cosmic Smile - Galactic Stars
Her Dark Hair like Astral Night
Fell like Nocturnal Cloak on shoulders
She was Lightning in the Sky!
Your Sweet harmonic Angel voice
Made my Heart sink in Blissful glee
Time was divided to infinite Nirvana
And my Heart like Crystal Ocean
Was Frozen in your Godly Gaze!
Ayaelenic Snowy Skin in Splendor
Radiated in her transparent garments,
You washed my Soul in Etheric Glory
In your Face was the Spark Divine!
And the Gates of Heaven - Open...
I saw my Queen on Wings of Time
The Goddess of Everlasting Light
Dark-White Lady of Dreamy Life
Aylenic Royal Grace of Paradise
Forever in my Immortal Mind...
Saturday, March 3, 2018
LOVER’S DAY
On this Day of Magic Love
I wish you to be MY STAR!
Like a Flower from Nordic Garden
You give My Life your Holy Beauty.
In Scandinavia My Queen is Real
And her Name is Sweet like Honey,
I don’t seek Angels in the Heaven
Because My Angel is on Earth!
In your eyes I found My Love
And in your Heart - My Soul,
With your Voice like a Music
You make My Dreams a Symphony!
Lady Fairy, Lady Merry!
With your Shiny Golden Hair!
Let your Light burst with Glory
On this Blissful Lover’s Day!
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
DE ENTHYMEMA EXOTERISMI
Răsar Lacrimile deasupra Sufletului nostru pierdut, tăcerea în sine e preludiu spre aspectul nostru dincolo de raftul vieții solide.













