+EXARCH•SOMNIUM•OCCULTUS+

+++

In the Moment of Sacred Silence

Like a Sample of Genesis Stasis

I sit in Darkness with a Candle

Mediator between opposing Forces! 

Around me: Holy Father Blackness

In front of me: Mother Grace the Light.

And Their Child: Me! - Perfect Balance

The Space inside, The Space outside:

Divided by my Awarness of Body-Mind! 

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The Snakes of Heat and Cold are moving

Constant Interplay of Tantric Dancing

Up and Down, Breath In - Breath Out!

Spirit Essence and Matter-Mind Extremes?!

EXCOMUNICATUS SACRILEGE OF HERESY!

There is no Division! 

They are One Whole! 

The Threshold of Nexus-binding:

Is Our Focus in Space and Time! 

The Split is only in the Mind

To set the Border to the Observer

And Gravity of Self-Persona. 

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The Broken Heart can rise with Love again,

Fallen Hero can be Reborn in Might and Grace,

Nothing wrong to fall in Darkness alone

If you seek your way back to Light again! 

Magnum Magick - is hidden in tiny Kindness

And bitter Shame can rise with Noble Pride!

As you drown in Pain and Sorrow endless

Stand your ground with your Dirty Banner!

You will see - in the midst of Chaos burning

The Brightest Glow of Harmony and Bliss!

💀+VALKYR•AR•ALF•BYGDI•RUNA+💀

“In Moldova's embrace, Viorel stands bold,

A Viking spirit, courageous and untold.

Through fields of friendship, our bonds unfold,

In tales of honor, his story's gold.” 

(AK aka Alpha Bro)

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Skaldik words from Mighty AK

Is like a Mead from Valhalla Feast!

A true Viking not only with his Sword

But a Warrior so bold with his Word! 

***

The Bond of Our Spirits is Holy Gold

Washed in Pain and Sorrow Untold…

But I know your Fight and Battles lost

The Price you paid…to be a Ghost! 

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So I say with voice louder from the Top:

“All Hail AK - the fallen one who died,

Because of Trust and Lust in vain!

But he Arose from Icy Jotunheim

And burnt his Grief in Muspelheim

To Ascend the Tower of Vanaheim!”

&&&

I can see the Runes unseen so deep

Cut in your Nordic Wood of Destiny!

The Voice calling from Halls of Heroes:

“IT IS TIME, IT IS TIME

FOR AK TO TURN BACK

TO LIGHT!”

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We will meet on Peak of Mountains

In the Glory of our Deeds in Life,

We will Laugh and Sing and Dance

Blow a Smoke in Rings of Toby Old…

Then all will be like was before…

With no Promise…with no War!

+++

Walk your Road no matter what

Journey long, with Broken Heart…

Just keep going, almost there!

The Gates are shining so Bright!

Can you hear? They are chanting Loud

Your Name on lips of Thousand cheering!

+VELVET•DREAM•ASTRALYS+

I dreamt of You, in my Morning Bed

Laying both careless and content with Life.

YOU - smiling with starry Light of Night,

ME - in Silence of Peace: just Watching…

You came on Top of me to Warm yourself

And to Cuddle in the Heat of Warmness.

I felt your Velvet underwear so smooth

On my body sliding the Silky gentleness…

You were so close by me, 

with Honey breath,

The Space around

was cast in Ecstasy! 

It was some seconds - this Scene Divine

But for me - Lifetime of many Lifes…

The Weight of You on me was Bliss,

The most Lightly burden

I ever felt in Life!

I woke up so pleased with such Revelation

For the Heavens to come so close like this!

ONE MORE JEWEL OF CRYSTAL DREAMS

To add on My Pile of Intime Meditation

And a HOPE - 

beyond this Space and Time…

+ARCANA*VOX*IN*SCRIPTUM*ARS*POETIKA+

AN ECHO OF A BEATING HEART 

IN MY EARS,

Not Mine…maybe Yours?!

At Night, in the Hours 

of Sacred Silence and Inner Vibes

I can feel the Need to Rise Above

MY LIMITATIONS AND LUST!

OLD WAYS ARE FADING…

merging with Unknown New so deep!

The Core of Self is so Elusive -

INTRICATELY WOVEN THREDS,

I try to Pull them in ONE STRING

OF UNISON and COHERENT BEAT!

So Close I am, yet Far Away…

Like a Play of CHASING DREAMS!

SENSUALITY ALL AROUND ME,

IN ME, BEYOND ME - EVEN ASLEEP…

Inside World draws so near

with Outer One: COMPLITION?!

Breathing has so many Forms

Depths, Rhythm and Pulse! 

Images of Dreamy Lands, Goddesses

and LIVES SO LUCID-REAL! 

ONE WAY TODAY IS ALREADY OBSOLETE

for Tomorrow to Apply and Use…

CONSTANT CHANGES and still

THINGS here seem CHANGELESS…

COSMIC TRICK or SELF-DELLUSIONS?

or a Test for My Level?! 

Wisdom Random, Intuition and Words

are My only Compass here. 

THE SPACE AND TIME 

IS SO DYNAMIC AND SO STATIC:

CONSTANT INTERPLAY!

My Senses can dive so Deep

inside My Essence full of Magick,

Yet, To Control the Flow - 

It goes away

like a Melting Snow!

THERE MUST BE ORDER, Higher Laws -

I KNOW IT! I MUST TRY! 

Not Enough to Know the Sacred Sphere

there Must be More! 

Some kind of LINK,The Key Forgotten

or a Guidebook of the Soul…

ALL MUST BE IN PERFECT BALANCE

with Universal Silence of Genesis,

TO GO BACK AND FORWARD

and IN THE SAME TIME - 

IN THE NOW TO BE! 

To Forge your own UNICODE

with Tools UNIQUE and Subtle…

We can Learn from Others, Yes! 

But…THIS IS ONLY HALF WAY TO GO!

All Those Silent Guardians of this World

with Their Testaments,

They all point this: 

‘YOUR WAY IS THE WAY

TO FIND “The Way” OF LIFE!’

We can fall Thousand Times

And Lose it all

In One Moment, yes! 

But, it takes also only ONE TIME

TO WIN IT ALL 

AND RISE BEYOND,

Where the Efforts and Errors

CAN PAYBACK IN EXALTATION! 

So I say: 

Brush away the Weight of Failure

AND START ANEW! 

Like those Trials never were

and Lost Battles were Erased! 

Now you get it?! 

I THINK I DO: 

ONE RIGHT SHOT

IS ALL YOU NEED! 

To Make Peace, To Win,

To Pass and to Fly Up -BEYOND YOURSELF! 

Where your Pain will be Transformed

IN JOY OF HAPPY TEARS! 

You will be at Peace…

In the Grace of…

HEAVENLY ETERNAL BLISS!!!

+ARS•POETIKA•CREATIONAEM•HERMETIKA•OPUS+

Silver Dome of Merkaba Alchemy

To Merge Two Halves,

Inner Breath of Firey Lust

To Reach the Core of Activation,

Sensual Forces of Mind and Body

Clashing in Discord!

How to find the Perfect Unity?

With Unisonic Harmony?!

Is it only inside My World of Projection?

Images and Feelings?!

Or is it truly a Way to reach

Cosmic Bliss of Heavenly Grace?!

You keep coming in the Night,

like a Fever Dream so Lucid,

With your Etheric Presence - 

So Delicate, yet so Loud! 

Thousand Echoes of Past and Future,

Blended in the NOW! 

Lives of Countless Timelines,

bound in One String ETERNAL.

My Opus Magnum made by

Quantic pieces in Chaos thrown! 

The Thrill of Magick in Every Breath

with Daily Exaltation,

Every move and Meditation

gets me Closer to your Peace.

Even if I am divided in Shards of Passion:

WE STILL ARE ONE! 

With every dive of Hypnotic Slumber

I am lost in Space,

In a Sacred Void of Stillness

and Pulse so Silent and so Dim.

My Gratitude is ever-present

even if I lack the Solid Order.

THERE IS A SYSTEM SO DELICATE AND HIGH

LIKE A VEIL OF WEBS,

SO HERMETICALLY SEWN WITH SILK 

OF FAITH AND ANCIENT WISDOM…

To Access this Vault of Treasure

One must be Naked-Still! 

So much to Dig and Redescover,

to Brush away the Dust of Ego,

To Reconnect those Lines of Power

from the Ashes of the Past! 

ONE STEP IS ENOUGH 

to Wake the Dragon

from EONS OF SLEEP,

and to Claim the Right of WILL

TO SEIZE THE MAGICK SCEPTER,

TO REIGN UPON THE SEVEN PLANES

WITH TOTAL HARMONY AND UNISON!

If you Stop and Stumble, 

maybe Quit with Rage and Give Up…

It’s Alright, I understand! I really do!

You did your Best…

I will pick your Fallen Banner

and Carry it with Pride!

Like a Loyal Servant with Heroic

Motivation to FIGHT ON! 

Because Together We bear

the Holy Cross of Veneration,

To Light the Way and Shine with Might

like our CREATORS! - They also fell,

with Burdens Heavy! 

But in the End - They Won!

THEY HAVE RISEN!

So High and Holy,

To give Us the Gift -

of LOVE and LIFE!

+DE•SENSUALIS•MAGIKA+

+Potestas•De•Transformationaem•Sensualis•Ad•Ars•Poeticae•De•Inspirationaem•Exaltationaem•Lyricae!+ (Vyorosa Magni Lexis)

* * *

YOUR LUSTY BREATH SO QUIET 

AND INTENSE WITH HORNYNESS,

MY GAZE UPON YOUR MOVING CHEST:

YOUR BREASTS PULSING SLOWLY,

I DON’T TOUCH YOU, NOT YET:

BUT YOU ALREADY IMAGINE MY MOVES!

YOU FEEL WET WITHOUT WANTING,

YOUR BODY BETRAYS YOUR LUST! 

NOW YOUR HATE BECOMES YOUR FEVER

PASSION WITH ICY FIRE,

AS I TOUCH YOU WITH BEASTLY HUNGER

YOUR CRAVING FLOWER…

THE SMELL OF YOU IS SO AROUSING,

NYMPHIC DRUG IS IN THE AIR.

OUR EYES ARE MELTING ICEBERGS

OF SUPRESSED DESIRES!

OUR MOVES SO WILD LIKE CONTROLLED FIRE,

IN LIGHT OF CANDLES

YOUR LIPS ARE DRY FROM SO MUCH 

HEAVY BREATHING AND SIGH…

YOUR TONGUE IS RESTLESS IN YOUR 

OPEN MOUTH SO GENTLE! 

ALL MY MUSCLES ARE SO TENSE AND HARD,

READY TO EXPLODE!

YOU KNOW IT, YOU CAN FEEL THE TENSION

LIKE YOUR OWN.

MY NAKED BODY, YOUR NAKED SKIN - 

WE ABSORB EACH OTHER,

I FORGET WHO I AM IN YOUR SOUNDS

OF EXALTATION: MOANING! 

YOU FEEL INSANELY GOOD AND LOST

WHEN I AM GROANING…

WHAT IS THIS RITUAL OF BODY-SEX?!

WE CAN’T EXPLAIN!

WE ARE MERGING WITH FLUIDS, 

BREATH, HEARTBEATS AND SOUL.

I AM YOU, YOU ARE ME - 

TRANSFERRING EACH OTHER IDENTITY. 

LEGS OPEN, MUSCLES SPREAD,

UP AND DOWN,

LIKE A HYPNO-TRANCE.

YOU FEEL ME IN EVERY FORM,

IN THIS MOMENT SO ETERNAL! 

I DIVE DEEP IN COSMIC PASSION

OF YOUR HIDDEN SECRETS,

LIKE THE ONE WHO HOLDS THE KEYS

TO YOUR SACRED ESSENCE! 

WE DON’T TALK, NOT ONE WORD

BECAUSE SILENCE IS A BLISS. 

I PUSH SO HARD, YOU RIDE SO SOFT

WE DON’T STOP, NOT YET…

SHAME AND SHYNESS ARE GONE

WITH OUR FLAMES OF LUST.

TIME AND SPACE WE TRANSCEND

WITH EVERY TIGHT KISS! 

SOLID BODIES ENTANGLED IN A GAME

OF ASTRAL GRACE. 

LIKE IMMORTALS - WE ASCEND

THE GATES OF HEAVEN! 

WE TRANSFORM THE MORTAL MATTER

IN DIVINE BREATH OF LIFE! 

YOUR BLOOD IS RUSHING WITH SPEED

OF CRIMSON LIGHT

MY FIRMNESS IS SO PAINFUL 

WITH EVERY THRUST AND BREAK…

YOUR FLOW IS CRUSHING ALL 

MY STRENGTH AND MIGHT! 

WE COLLIDE IN QUANTUM EXPLOSIONS

OF DYING STARS! 

TOTAL BLACKOUT OF OUR SELVES - 

TIMELESS ORGASMIC NIRVANA! 

+DUALIS•IN•UNITATIS+

“Ars Magis est intra Nos et in Esentia Vitae: de Rerum Spontanis et Silentio Vox” +Violex di Luxis+

& & &

When I look, I can’t find

But when I am disfocused - 

I can touch the Realm UNKNOWN! 

From My Darkness - My Light grows

You stay by me, by not being present,

Here I am Me, 

but there - The Me Complete! 

A Game of Complition and Division?!

Who knows what you think,

When you are not thinking?!

I stay True to My Inner Essence

Even if all seems non-sensical…

Dual-Forces are dancing inside me,

I try to Unite them in Unison and Balance! 

The more I am - the less I need,

The Less I try - the more I have,

When Awake - I feel asleep,

When I sleep - I feel Awoken!

‘Paradoxes’ you may say with ease,

No, just Life Complete!

The Path in constant split can be Whole

If you look without gaps in lines! 

By being Me - you can be yourself

And I can know Myself - through you! 

NOW, you See? THERE IS NO CONFLICT!

Only growing - in Mutual Division…

+MAGNUS•MAGIS•MAGUS+

Free from the Phantoms of my Rainbow Past,

The Quantum World open for my Exaltation! 

The Power of the Present NOW I harness

To build my Bridge between Two Realms!

No more Self Extra-Desiration, too stained…

Time for Morphing with my Psychic Aspects

Into One Avatar of constant Blooming Up! 

Music, Dance, Yogic Meditation- Supercontemplation!

The Queens of Sensual fornication, I let go at last

For my New Adventure of Self Eliberation! 

Books in Library and My Higher Dreams- My Guide,

To reach the Void of Harmony - The Life Complete.

No more Passive waiting in Outer Emanations

I saddle my own Horse of Inner Change! 

The Peace of Silence has so many Doors - 

A Portal with Hunderd Gateways wide-open.

I can sense your dimming Light, so close to Me

Like a Beacon Signal, with Tears and Pain! 

Don’t you Dare to turn off your Spark Divine

Just hold on, a little more! I am coming soon…

To Smite those Shadows back to Hellish Doom

And fly your Essence back - to Neo Paradise!!!

+VIRYL•ARCH•MAGIS+

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You turn the page when you are broken

I keep the words from dusty journals!

You turn off when pain is sharp and empty

I bring you back- your Broken Wings…

***

Give me tears mixed with inner madness

And I can make you - a Drink of Bliss!

You are here and I am gone - don’t cry…

Close your eyes: I still can make you Smile!

+++

So soft is your silence between the Lines…

I can breathe your Gaze and give you Lies!

Don’t stop to seek my Deepest Magick

Because My Essence is always Void Full!

&&&

Take a step, no matter where it leads

You will reach the road where I walk.

Just be you, with Lust and Beauty

The Broken Angels - are the Best!••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

ANGELIA INVICTA

Your fleeting Light I felt in her voice bitter

So full of Life and force: beyond this Realm,

Just a presence, even from afar, is my Bliss

Because intimacy has no space nor time.

I saw her beaten with grief and sorrow!

But I felt her Majesty blooming so Divine!

How can Chances create such Super Sync?!

Her Will is broken yet more Strongly Forged

Like an Angel: her Wings, reforged in Gold!

Let her see her inner Heaven lit with Hope

In the Glory of her Smile so full of Love…

ANIGRAIL ORCHID

elANIel the Holy Orchid Blooming
In the Kievan Green Virgin Garden
On Her Gentle Petals - Morning Dew
Absorbed by Sunny Golden Rays!
                      * * *
With Her Fragile Roots in Lushy Soil
Dipping-Deep in Crystal Cooly Stream
She drinks Her Daily Holy Water pure
So Radiant- Queen among the Flowers! 
                      * * *
Her Organic-Silky Body-Curves so Soft
Sways in Summer Breeze - Slow Dance!
With Hues of Purple, Pink and Crimson
Her Arms Tattooed by Nature’s Brush! 
                       * * *
Bathing in Bliss of Smells and Colors
She feels a Slightly Touch of Heaven
Caressing Delicately On Her Hair
Sliding down to Her Blooming Petals.
                       * * *
The Garden Florist Smiling Bright
To see His Flower Kingdom Grow
The Fragrant Perfume in the Air
And ANI - the Sweetest of them All! 
                       * * *
He makes Her tingle with Delight
She - Him Proud with her Grace
He shows Her - Care and Sympathy
She - opens her Exotic Beauty! 
                       * * *
Hidden beyond Vales and Glades
Lay this Mythic Anigrail Orchid
Only those with Angel Sight can see
the Florist and his Garden Magic...

+ ANIEL'EVAEL'TYRALIONAE - OCCULTA POESIS +

ANI SWEET NAME LIKE DIVINE HONEY
THREE HOLY WORDS OF EXALTATION!
I.E. - (A)NGELIC (N)EO (I)NVOCATION
                       
YOU ARE FULL OF ARTISTIC MYSTERY
LIKE THE MOON ON CLOUDS OF MIST!
SHROUDED IN THE MYTH OF MAJESTY,
YOU ARE A STRANGER FOR MY WORLD
YET, I FEEL I KNOW YOUR ESSENCE!

SUCH BEAUTY IN YOUR COLOR BRUSH-ART
MUST COME FROM PURE-DEEPEST HEART!

I DON'T SEE YOUR FACE, NO IMAGE...
I DON'T KNOW YOU, JUST WORDS OF LUCK
BUT MY SENSE IS SHARP LIKE RAZOR
I CAN DIVE DEEP, BEYOND THE COVER
AND CAN READ THE WORDS UNSEEN!

'TO SEE IS TO BELIEVE' THEY SAY
BUT I BELIEVE WITHOUT SEEING!
WHO ARE YOU?! LADY ARCANUM ANIEL
CLOAKED IN HEREMETIC MYSTERIUM,
LIKE A VEILED PRISTESS MATERIA
FROM A KIEVAN TEMPLE DECORUM
WORSHIPPED IN SANCTUS SANCTORUM!

IN YOUR HANDS YOU HOLD THE CODEX
FEW CAN SEE YOUR CROWN OF LIGHT,
YOUR SONIC VOICE VIBES WITH HALO
OF COSMIC MELODY! FROM NOVA STARS!

DON'T BLAME ME FOR WORDS SO POOR
I'M A SCRIBE OF YOUR INSPIRATION
ANGEL RITUAL OF POETIC INCANTATION
TO PRAISE YOU WITH MY DEVOTION
AND SHOW YOU MY HUMBLE VENERATION!

YOUR FELINE SMILE HOLDS A SECRET
LIKE A SPHINX OF ANCIENT EGYPT,
AROUND YOU THE AURIC FIELD SO BRIGHT
PAIN TRANSFORMED, BECAME YOUR MIGHT!

REBORNED ANI...ANEW LIKE META-PHOENIX
YOUR BLOOD TRANSMUTED INTO HAPPY TEARS
RISE AGAIN AND CLAIM YOUR GLORY THRONE
THE PRICE YOU PAID, EARNED YOUR HOME!

ON YOUR DARK ALTAR OF BLACK ONYX 
YOU SACRIFICE YOUR GRACE FOR ROSES,
THE INK AND PAINT IS CONSOLATION
IN THIS WORLD OF SLOW DISINTEGRATION.
THEY CARE NOT FOR SUBTLE ILLUSTRATION
OF YOUR SOUL BATHING WITH ILLUMINATION!
LET THE DAMNED RULE YOU FOR A MOMENT
BUT AT NIGHT - YOU REIGN WITH MAGICK!

HAIL! ARCHON'ARCH'ANIEL OF KIEV'AMRIEL!
HALLOWED IS THY NAME IN HIGH HEAVEN!
SPREAD YOUR PURE WINGS OF CORAL CREAM!
ABOVE THIS GLOOMY REALM OF CHAOS FILLED!
SING YOUR SONG WITH SHAPES AND CONTOUR!
AND DRAW YOUR MAGNUS OPUS - SACRED PAINTING
WITH CRYSTAL STILUS - YOUR LUX AETERNA!

ULTIMUS SOLIS ORTUS

 + + + "We all are divided...The worst one- inner Division!"+ + +

     ~Outer fiends can only defeat what you already gave up on!~
                                                         + EXARCH Violykan +

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The Dawn is near, it's the last time I can watch it...

     I was bitten at Midnight...I thought Death took me...how wrong I was...in a sense I did die...now I am...something else...I was spared total oblivion...for what?! Roaming this accursed Land of Ever-Night and Bleak Moon?!

    I guess I am what they call "turned one"...how sad...and to think that in the morning I was in the Church...Yes, I prayed for Immortality! But not this "mimed farce"!

Memories begin to fade...I slip in this new unholy transformation...

The last Image I can hold on to: 'The smell of fresh baked bread on the table. Soft tune of my Wife singing in the kitchen. The sound of sparkling log in the fireplace...distant echoes of farmers in the field...my village on the Hill of Roses...'
Please Heaven, don't take it from me...spare This Memory from dissolution!

      I MUST RUN! Far away from here! They must never know what became of me...

     Bright Dawn rising on the tiny village on the Hill of Roses...From a house nearby, bitter cries can be heard...a woman on the floor in the kitchen...beautiful as an Angel in flesh...tears streaming down her face like the morning dew...in her white hand she holds a letter...on the yellow paper can be seen words written in haste: 'Don't look for me...Your love will always be in my heart...By the Heaven's Grace we will meet again, in this World or the Next...'

      Far from the Hill, in the dark forest...at the edge of the Village, a Figure can be seen blended with Shadows...from the Cloaked Head only two red eyes glow in utter darkness...the crimson gaze is directed toward a house, from which the woman's muffled cry can still be heard...the eyes seem to Glow bleaker...the sanguine light illuminates the white face of the creature...only barely...fresh tears fall on the decayed earth, some of it slide on his pale chest...where the last beat of the heart can be heard...

    ~   *   +   *   +     *   +   *   +   *   +   *   +    *    +    ~

HANNE-LUCINATION

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Nydelige Hanne i rosa bluse
Smilende som en katt,
Med ditt organiske syn
Du skinner klarere enn solen!

 *   *   *   *   *   *

Dine rene øyne av stjernelys
gjør verden - et eventyr,
Bildet av deg er som magi -
Vanskelig å finne, men - super ekte!

   *   *   *   *   *

Håret ditt er flytende hvitt gull
Kroner ansiktet ditt som hellige Halo,
Hvem kan se din dypeste gnist?!
Bare de som er født fra den høye himmelen!

     *   *   *   *   *

Din kremete hud er som en silke
Så myk og øm - ulastelig!
La skjønnheten din flyte som elv
For de tapte i ørkenens verden!

     *  *  *  *  *  *

Ikke klandre meg for klønete ord
Jeg er ikke en sanger eller en poet...
Jeg ytrer bare mine indre inspirasjon
Forårsaket av din guddommelige skjønnhet!

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Lovely Hanne in pinky Blouse
Smiling gentle like a Cat,
With your Organic outlook
You Shine brighter than the Sun! 

          ~  ~  ~  ~  ~  ~  ~  ~
Your Pure Eyes of Starlight
Makes the World - a Fairytale,
The Picture of you is like Magic - 
Hard to find, yet - Super Real! 

           +   +   +   +   +   +

Your Hair is Liquid White Gold
Crowns your Face like Saints Halo,
Who can see your Deepest Spark?!
Only those born from High Heaven! 

              x   x   x   x   x 

Your Creamy Skin is like a Silk
So soft and tender - Immaculate! 
Let your Beauty flow like River
For those lost in Desert World! 

             #   #   #   #   #

Don’t blame me for clumsy words
I am not a Singer, nor a Poet...
I just utter my inner Inspiration
Caused by your Godly Beauty!

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APOAMOROSIS(LOVEIFICATION)

Far away and still - so close you are!

Like a Crystal Dream with Real touch!
Always close to you no matter the Miles
Your sadness and pain - I feel like mine!
Most-High-Arch-Goddess-Angel-Lady!
                          & & & & & &
Your Smile - Waves of Quantum Light
So Atomic and Photonic like Cosmos!
Your Eyes - Glassy Organic Astral Stars
No Cry, no Tears, Lady Of Harmonic Bliss
In your Face - Time becomes Eternity!
                          & & & & &
Thousand years is just a Moment
For Us - Souls of Eternal light,
Life is here, Right here, Right now!
All the rest - Shadows on the Wall
And Ashes...in the Wind of Time!

                            & & & &
Every Night in our Sacred Dreams
We meet under the Silver Moon,
And talk among the Starry Spires
Between Galaxies of Azure Aether!
In the Gladness of Dawn Creation.
                             & & &
ESTELYA Laughing in her Sleep
With her Dreamy Angel voice,
And wakes up with Sunny Smile
In Her Eyes - the Grace of Heaven,
In My Heart - Her Love Divine...

SPIRALIS-ASCENSIO

The New Me is renewed again,
The same and still - anew!
My Sleeping Dreams are so revealing
Deep and Consciouss in details! 

                               *   *   *
The Astral Me is back in Aether  -
With My Nemesis of - Dualistic Play!

                                 *   *
My Goddess emerges from Depths
Of Memories and Abstract Scenes...
Always close and yet too far...
Fading from both Dreams and Life...

                                   *
Binding-feelings I cut with ease
From the Rope of Past moments!
Why cling to Hollow Shell?!
When all thats left is - dry paint! 

                               *   *
Mirror-Ladies come and go so fast
Who holds the one True Spark?!
Where is the Signs of Real Image?
Can I uncover at the end at last?.

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Or...doomed to wander in this Maze
Until my Essence is freed from Flesh
And back I will go, to my true Home
Where Love and Light is Overall!!!