Cavalier Scriptum

        My Lady – Happy Freyantine Day! The drops of my Ocean Life can dry but your Crystal River will always flow to its pure Waterfall! This day is a Blessing for such Divine Existence! Rise like an innocent Galanthus from Winter slumber and face the morning light of Life! The sky reflects your eyes and the wind reminds me of your gentle touch...I wish you one thing – just BE! Don’t become…BE in the NOW! This is my legacy for you, my one and only gift. The leaves of my Dream-Tree are golden-blue because of your angelic radiance and graceful voice. The Top of my Mountain is illuminated by your Nocturnal Music.
        Your Cavalier is here, by your side, not always but more often than sometimes. My Crimson Shild will protect your sleep during starless nights and my Silver Sword will reflect the golden light of the Sun in your darkest dreams. My Armor will cover your body from Nightmares and harmful Spells.
        My time is almost spent...the hour is late, so tired of this maze. I must follow, the waves of destiny are calling again. Everything is so fast and unseen, I can barely notice myself.
        Sleep now in your Royal Castle...but I must wake up and continue My hidden Path...I am almost there...I see it – My Home, real one, at least, more real than this one...
        My Spirit will burn for you as long as you will need my Light...      

New Way – My Way

How I am still here?! Before I go...I must finish what I have started! But to do this I need to remember my Self-Soul. Only through The Dream-Rift can I succeed. I am getting closer to this crucial point, with New Way i.e. My Way! My last power I cast into these Words of Distant Echo!
          I see it...It is so real, but not within my grasp yet. How long must I wait? Yes, I know...just a little and I will be gone. They are calling my Name! Every night I feel them in my dreams. From Ages past and forgotten Times the Voices of Balance and Nature are crying for Truth and Beauty. Why me? I don’t deserve such Honor…
          My Mind is so weary of this inner Maze and my Heart is so sick of empty feelings…Soon I will meet my Shadow, the one I banished inside The Crystal Halls of Agony. How blind I was! With time even Light can kill…slowly burning every thought and emotion. There was a time when I ran so fast and fearful from Pain but now it is my only Healer and Guide.
          What I must do to manifest My Inner Flame in the outer Life? There are so many Paths to choose! I know...The Way is already in front of me, still...it is too stained with my own Blood:

I woke from Dream, if dream it was...
Amidst the roaring of distant Beasts,
My hands with Blood and Heart in Fear
On the ground - cold Body with dry Tears.
Horror filled my freezing Breath
When I saw the pale face of Death!
This cold Body on the Crimson Road
Was my own...My Flesh and Bones!
I killed Myself with no remorse...
I closed my eyes with peaceful ease
And cried to the Empty Sky: My SACRILEGE!