Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Monday, July 8, 2013

Necro-Gothic

                                
                                Her Black colour of nightly-death
                                Her sweet sadness on pure face,
                                Her gaze like fire ignites my heart
                                Her hypnotic-poisonous kiss disturbs my peace!
                                Her gentle-icy touch drives me crazy-wild
                                Her quiet whisper makes my breath to stop...
                                But She is there, on the Throne of Darkness
                                On the silver Moon between the Stars,
                                Her tears are falling on my empty-heart
                                And Her Voice echo in my dreams of lust,
                                She is here! With me! The Queen of Beauty!
                                Ah, No...She was a dream...and I – The Dreamer.

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Valentine’s Day

Everyone in his life is searching for love, even those who don’t believe in it. We celebrate love every day, there is no need for a special day to show our love to someone close to us. But it is more beautiful when we all are showing our feelings between each other like in this special day – Valentine’s Day. Love has different meanings for different people, even hate and envy sometimes can be the expression of love. I don’t know yet what love really is or what it looks like, I can only imagine it in my thoughts and fantasies. Once I fell in love…I thought that this was the real one…but with time I understood that this was just a dream, a temporary illusion. I wish you all in this special day to find your half-lover, if you already have one, please, keep this magic flame, for it can be easily destroyed. I thought that the biggest fear in life is darkness, but it is not…The biggest fear in life is being alone. When you are alone, there is no one, only you and your thoughts in the endless silence.
            I wish you Ladies to be happy, not just words of politeness, but the real happiness, happiness of love. For when you smile the world seems brighter, when you are near us we can do everything, when you are with us – we are one.
            On this special day I wish you all to enjoy with your partners in love, to share your feelings between each other and to express gratitude toward him or her for being with you and for you.
            Never lose hope for a perfect love, because then the world will be empty and love will seem cold and painful. You will always hide from the shadow of past, the present will be just a game of thoughts and the future will look bleak and gloomy.
            Valentine’s Day is a special day only when you are in love, without it this is just another ordinary day in which you wake up half-empty for being so alone…