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“To Ascend in Harmony, 

one must descend in Chaos”  

<Mar’Vir’Orel>

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In the Hour of the False Light,

When Inner Bliss becomes Chaos Mess

I met My Shadow of the Past:

With Hollow Eyes!

It was leering like a Ghoul

No remorse in his Smile

Only the Glee of causing Pain!

In Vain: To Cry out to Sanity or Kindness!

Flashes of Hits:

on my face pounding,

Punches thrown across my Chest and Waist…

SO WILD HIS GAZE,

SO MANIC HIS LAUGHTER!

How can one hold so much Hate for causing Pain?

Words spoken with Disdain and Blame thrown - 

For his pity Life -

 I was to Blame?!

I fell on my Knees,

His Weight crushing Me.

His Arms across My Neck,

My Voice Choking:

BEGGING HIM TO STOP!

Not to Lose to his Rage,

To a Beast Insane - with Flame Daemonic!

He was too far Gone…

The Doom of Crime was on his Mind…

To Kill me in this Wilderness…

Something gave me Strength and Power,

When I was about to lose Awareness…

Everything began to Super-slow its motions:

My ripped White Shirt in his Clutches

My Backpack smaged from my Shoulders,

Drops of Blood dripping on the pavement warm…My Breath began to Stop…

He thought he had me now,

All Alone, no one to Care

The Smell of Death was in the Air

Even if the Sun shone so Bright and Vivid.

At the End of all Hope -The Spark Unknown filled my Essence -

The Gift to outrun my Past was Granted!

The Speed of Light overcame 

this Shadow of Eternal Darkness!

The Ghoul stumbled,

chasing me like Satan!

But he was Slow…

Too Slow for my Light-footed Speed!

My Heart pumping like a Ray of Cosmic Rush,

My Breath filling my Body with Pure Light

I run so fast!

I run so easy! 

The Spark of Life has been Awoken -

And the Force of Grace -

gave Boost to my Feet!

The Ghoul was behind,

ever farther away…

Defeated by his own Heavy-Matter Energy!

I run so Free,

with so much Glee!

To turn back and claim Revenge?!

Now, that My Trio Forces are United!!!

For a Moment - this Thought was Sweet:

To assert My Vengence-Wrath of My Will!

But then,

I let him Go!

This Wormy Creature - 

that lost all the Skills to be a Human…

I will not fuel his Wheel of Karma,

No no…

HE WILL CHOKE ON HIS OWN DOINGS -

Because the Earth is so Full of Bodies -

of this so called ‘Warlords’! 

- Now they Serve the Humus of my Feet!

When I still walk Above,

And they - 

Laying still under my every Step!

THIS IS THE PRICE YOU PAY FOR HEAVY MATTER - 

WILL CRUSH YOU UNDER YOUR OWN LOAD!

I thank my Fate and My Protectors

To Witness Chaos and Bliss so Real,

To Partake in Legacy of both Forces

and to Fuse with Them -

In Understanding!

Don’t seek Punishment for Evil Deeds

Only seek to Preserve your Life

and Those beloved to you!

All the rest - 

is just a Test.

EVILNESS WILL CRACK ITS OWN SKULL

UNDER WEIGHT OF GUILT AND SHAME AND PAIN! 

NOW I DANCE WITH SCARS OF HONOR

AND MY SMILE IS SO PRISTINE!

 This Shadow of the Past wanted to be my Doom…

But little did he know…

His Bloody Rage - 

was the Way of Dual Forces:

To Entwine and to Bestow upon Me:

THE MAGICK GIFT OF WHOLE-DUO-Ness! 

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