Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Wednesday, January 31, 2024

+ETERNAL☯️DARKLIGHT-




I AM THE DARKNESS!
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE LIGHT,
I AM THE CHAOS!
BECAUSE OF YOUR BALANCE,
I AM DUALITY!
BORN FROM THE UNITY,
DIVIDED IN HALF - 
I BECOME THE DARKNESS!
MERGING WITH LIGHT -
ONENESS COMPLETE!
ONCE WHOLE - I AM NEITHER LIGHT NOR DARK!
I AM THE DARKNESS…
I AM NOT SEARCHING FOR LIGHT!
I WIN OVER ONE
AND LOSING THE OTHER!
WHAT I AM,
CAN ONLY BE DEFINED
IN LIGHT OF THE OPPOSITE
OR NOTHING AT ALL…
BUT STILL
MAYBE MY DARKNESS
IS THE TRUE LIGHT!
THAT YOU CAN NOT SEE…
LIKE THE BLACK MATTER -
SUCKING THE LIGHT…
TO GIVE YOU BACK -
ETERNAL DARKLIGHT!

Monday, January 29, 2024

+EXARCH•SOMNIUM•OCCULTUS+


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In the Moment of Sacred Silence
Like a Sample of Genesis Stasis
I sit in Darkness with a Candle
Mediator between opposing Forces
Around me: Holy Father Blackness
In front of me: Mother Grace the Light.
And Their Child: Me! Perfect Balance
The Space inside, The Space outside:
Divided by my Awarness of Body-Mind
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The Snakes of Heat and Cold are moving
Constant Interplay of Tantric Dancing
Up and Down, Breath In - Breath Out!
Spirit Essence and Matter-Mind Extremes?!
EXCOMUNICATUS SACRILEGE OF HERESY!
There is no Division! 
They are One Whole
The Threshold of Nexus-binding:
Is Our Focus in Space and Time
The Split is only in the Mind
To set the Border to the Observer
And Gravity of Self-Persona
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The Broken Heart can rise with Love again,
Fallen Hero can be Reborn in Might and Grace,
Nothing wrong to fall in Darkness alone
If you seek your way back to Light again! 
Magnum Magick - is hidden in tiny Kindness
And bitter Shame can rise with Noble Pride!
As you drown in Pain and Sorrow endless
Stand your ground with your Dirty Banner!
You will see - in the midst of Chaos burning
The Brightest Glow of Harmony and Bliss!

Saturday, January 27, 2024

💀+VALKYR•AR•ALF•BYGDI•RUNA+💀


“In Moldova's embrace, Viorel stands bold,
A Viking spirit, courageous and untold.
Through fields of friendship, our bonds unfold,
In tales of honor, his story's gold.” 
(AK aka Alpha Bro)
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Skaldik words from Mighty
AK
Is like a Mead from Valhalla Feast!
A true Viking not only with his Sword
But a Warrior so bold with his Word! 
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The Bond of Our Spirits is Holy Gold
Washed in Pain and Sorrow Untold…
But I know your Fight and Battles lost
The Price you paid…to be a Ghost! 
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So I say with voice louder from the Top:
“All Hail AK - the fallen one who died,
Because of Trust and Lust in vain!
But he Arose from Icy Jotunheim
And burnt his Grief in Muspelheim
To Ascend the Tower of Vanaheim!”
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I can see the Runes unseen so deep
Cut in your Nordic Wood of Destiny!
The Voice calling from Halls of Heroes:
“IT IS TIME, IT IS TIME
FOR AK TO TURN BACK
TO LIGHT!”
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We will meet on Peak of Mountains
In the Glory of our Deeds in Life,
We will Laugh and Sing and Dance
Blow a Smoke in Rings of Toby Old…
Then all will be like was before…
With no Promise…with no War!
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Walk your Road no matter what
Journey long, with Broken Heart…
Just keep going, almost there!
The Gates are shining so Bright!
Can you hear? They are chanting Loud
Your Name on lips of Thousand cheering!

Tuesday, January 23, 2024

+VELVET•DREAM•ASTRALYS+




I dreamt of You, in my Morning Bed
Laying both careless and content with Life.
YOU - smiling with starry Light of Night,
ME - in Silence of Peace: just Watching…
You came on Top of me to Warm yourself
And to Cuddle in the Heat of Warmness.
I felt your Velvet underwear so smooth
On my body sliding the Silky gentleness…
You were so close by me, 
with Honey breath,
The Space around
was cast in Ecstasy! 
It was some seconds - this Scene Divine
But for me - Lifetime of many Lifes…
The Weight of You on me was Bliss,
The most Lightly burden
I ever felt in Life!
I woke up so pleased with such Revelation
For the Heavens to come so close like this!
ONE MORE JEWEL OF CRYSTAL DREAMS
To add on My Pile of Intime Meditation
And a HOPE - 
beyond this Space and Time…

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

+ARCANA*VOX*IN*SCRIPTUM*ARS*POETIKA+




AN ECHO OF A BEATING HEART 
IN MY EARS,
Not Mine…maybe Yours?!
At Night, in the Hours 
of Sacred Silence and Inner Vibes
I can feel the Need to Rise Above
MY LIMITATIONS AND LUST!
OLD WAYS ARE FADING…
merging with Unknown New so deep!
The Core of Self is so Elusive -
INTRICATELY WOVEN THREDS,
I try to Pull them in ONE STRING
OF UNISON and COHERENT BEAT!
So Close I am, yet Far Away…
Like a Play of CHASING DREAMS!
SENSUALITY ALL AROUND ME,
IN ME, BEYOND ME - EVEN ASLEEP…
Inside World draws so near
with Outer One: COMPLITION?!
Breathing has so many Forms
Depths, Rhythm and Pulse! 
Images of Dreamy Lands, Goddesses
and LIVES SO LUCID-REAL! 
ONE WAY TODAY IS ALREADY OBSOLETE
for Tomorrow to Apply and Use…
CONSTANT CHANGES and still
THINGS here seem CHANGELESS…
COSMIC TRICK or SELF-DELLUSIONS?
or a Test for My Level?! 
Wisdom Random, Intuition and Words
are My only Compass here. 
THE SPACE AND TIME 
IS SO DYNAMIC AND SO STATIC:
CONSTANT INTERPLAY!
My Senses can dive so Deep
inside My Essence full of Magick,
Yet, To Control the Flow - 
It goes away
like a Melting Snow!
THERE MUST BE ORDER, Higher Laws -
I KNOW IT! I MUST TRY! 
Not Enough to Know the Sacred Sphere
there Must be More! 
Some kind of LINK,The Key Forgotten
or a Guidebook of the Soul…
ALL MUST BE IN PERFECT BALANCE
with Universal Silence of Genesis,
TO GO BACK AND FORWARD
and IN THE SAME TIME - 
IN THE NOW TO BE! 
To Forge your own UNICODE
with Tools UNIQUE and Subtle…
We can Learn from Others, Yes! 
But…THIS IS ONLY HALF WAY TO GO!
All Those Silent Guardians of this World
with Their Testaments,
They all point this: 
‘YOUR WAY IS THE WAY
TO FIND “The Way” OF LIFE!’
We can fall Thousand Times
And Lose it all
In One Moment, yes! 
But, it takes also only ONE TIME
TO WIN IT ALL 
AND RISE BEYOND,
Where the Efforts and Errors
CAN PAYBACK IN EXALTATION! 
So I say: 
Brush away the Weight of Failure
AND START ANEW! 
Like those Trials never were
and Lost Battles were Erased! 
Now you get it?! 
I THINK I DO: 
ONE RIGHT SHOT
IS ALL YOU NEED! 
To Make Peace, To Win,
To Pass and to Fly Up -BEYOND YOURSELF! 
Where your Pain will be Transformed
IN JOY OF HAPPY TEARS! 
You will be at Peace…
In the Grace of…
HEAVENLY ETERNAL BLISS!!!

Sunday, January 14, 2024

+ARS•POETIKA•CREATIONAEM•HERMETIKA•OPUS+



Silver Dome of Merkaba Alchemy
To Merge Two Halves,
Inner Breath of Firey Lust
To Reach the Core of Activation,
Sensual Forces of Mind and Body
Clashing in Discord!
How to find the Perfect Unity?
With Unisonic Harmony?!
Is it only inside My World of Projection?
Images and Feelings?!
Or is it truly a Way to reach
Cosmic Bliss of Heavenly Grace?!
You keep coming in the Night,
like a Fever Dream so Lucid,
With your Etheric Presence - 
So Delicate, yet so Loud! 
Thousand Echoes of Past and Future,
Blended in the NOW! 
Lives of Countless Timelines,
bound in One String ETERNAL.
My Opus Magnum made by
Quantic pieces in Chaos thrown! 
The Thrill of Magick in Every Breath
with Daily Exaltation,
Every move and Meditation
gets me Closer to your Peace.
Even if I am divided in Shards of Passion:
WE STILL ARE ONE! 
With every dive of Hypnotic Slumber
I am lost in Space,
In a Sacred Void of Stillness
and Pulse so Silent and so Dim.
My Gratitude is ever-present
even if I lack the Solid Order.
THERE IS A SYSTEM SO DELICATE AND HIGH
LIKE A VEIL OF WEBS,
SO HERMETICALLY SEWN WITH SILK 
OF FAITH AND ANCIENT WISDOM…
To Access this Vault of Treasure
One must be Naked-Still! 
So much to Dig and Redescover,
to Brush away the Dust of Ego,
To Reconnect those Lines of Power
from the Ashes of the Past! 
ONE STEP IS ENOUGH 
to Wake the Dragon
from EONS OF SLEEP,
and to Claim the Right of WILL
TO SEIZE THE MAGICK SCEPTER,
TO REIGN UPON THE SEVEN PLANES
WITH TOTAL HARMONY AND UNISON!
If you Stop and Stumble, 
maybe Quit with Rage and Give Up…
It’s Alright, I understand! I really do!
You did your Best…
I will pick your Fallen Banner
and Carry it with Pride!
Like a Loyal Servant with Heroic
Motivation to FIGHT ON! 
Because Together We bear
the Holy Cross of Veneration,
To Light the Way and Shine with Might
like our CREATORS! - They also fell,
with Burdens Heavy! 
But in the End - They Won!
THEY HAVE RISEN!
So High and Holy,
To give Us the Gift -
of LOVE and LIFE!

Wednesday, January 3, 2024

+DE•SENSUALIS•MAGIKA+




+Potestas•De•Transformationaem•Sensualis•Ad•Ars•Poeticae•De•Inspirationaem•Exaltationaem•Lyricae!+ (Vyorosa Magni Lexis)
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YOUR LUSTY BREATH SO QUIET 
AND INTENSE WITH HORNYNESS,
MY GAZE UPON YOUR MOVING CHEST:
YOUR BREASTS PULSING SLOWLY,
I DON’T TOUCH YOU, NOT YET:
BUT YOU ALREADY IMAGINE MY MOVES!
YOU FEEL WET WITHOUT WANTING,
YOUR BODY BETRAYS YOUR LUST! 
NOW YOUR HATE BECOMES YOUR FEVER
PASSION WITH ICY FIRE,
AS I TOUCH YOU WITH BEASTLY HUNGER
YOUR CRAVING FLOWER…
THE SMELL OF YOU IS SO AROUSING,
NYMPHIC DRUG IS IN THE AIR.
OUR EYES ARE MELTING ICEBERGS
OF SUPRESSED DESIRES!
OUR MOVES SO WILD LIKE CONTROLLED FIRE,
IN LIGHT OF CANDLES
YOUR LIPS ARE DRY FROM SO MUCH 
HEAVY BREATHING AND SIGH…
YOUR TONGUE IS RESTLESS IN YOUR 
OPEN MOUTH SO GENTLE! 
ALL MY MUSCLES ARE SO TENSE AND HARD,
READY TO EXPLODE!
YOU KNOW IT, YOU CAN FEEL THE TENSION
LIKE YOUR OWN.
MY NAKED BODY, YOUR NAKED SKIN - 
WE ABSORB EACH OTHER,
I FORGET WHO I AM IN YOUR SOUNDS
OF EXALTATION: MOANING! 
YOU FEEL INSANELY GOOD AND LOST
WHEN I AM GROANING…
WHAT IS THIS RITUAL OF BODY-SEX?!
WE CAN’T EXPLAIN!
WE ARE MERGING WITH FLUIDS, 
BREATH, HEARTBEATS AND SOUL.
I AM YOU, YOU ARE ME - 
TRANSFERRING EACH OTHER IDENTITY. 
LEGS OPEN, MUSCLES SPREAD,
UP AND DOWN,
LIKE A HYPNO-TRANCE.
YOU FEEL ME IN EVERY FORM,
IN THIS MOMENT SO ETERNAL! 
I DIVE DEEP IN COSMIC PASSION
OF YOUR HIDDEN SECRETS,
LIKE THE ONE WHO HOLDS THE KEYS
TO YOUR SACRED ESSENCE! 
WE DON’T TALK, NOT ONE WORD
BECAUSE SILENCE IS A BLISS. 
I PUSH SO HARD, YOU RIDE SO SOFT
WE DON’T STOP, NOT YET…
SHAME AND SHYNESS ARE GONE
WITH OUR FLAMES OF LUST.
TIME AND SPACE WE TRANSCEND
WITH EVERY TIGHT KISS! 
SOLID BODIES ENTANGLED IN A GAME
OF ASTRAL GRACE. 
LIKE IMMORTALS - WE ASCEND
THE GATES OF HEAVEN! 
WE TRANSFORM THE MORTAL MATTER
IN DIVINE BREATH OF LIFE! 
YOUR BLOOD IS RUSHING WITH SPEED
OF CRIMSON LIGHT
MY FIRMNESS IS SO PAINFUL 
WITH EVERY THRUST AND BREAK…
YOUR FLOW IS CRUSHING ALL 
MY STRENGTH AND MIGHT! 
WE COLLIDE IN QUANTUM EXPLOSIONS
OF DYING STARS! 
TOTAL BLACKOUT OF OUR SELVES - 
TIMELESS ORGASMIC NIRVANA!