Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Friday, January 23, 2015

ESTEDELUCI



MY LADY! I DON'T KNOW WHY OR HOW! BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS: YOU ARE REAL! YOU ARE BEAUTY, TRUTH AND LOVE! YOU ARE WHAT I AM NOT! YOU ARE WHAT I DREAM! YOU ARE MY DREAM! YOU ARE BEYOND THIS WORLD! YOU ARE WEAK, BUT YOU CHOOSE TO BE STRONG! YOU CRY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO! BECAUSE WITH YOUR TEARS YOU WASH EVERYTHING BAD AWAY...YOU ARE LIKE MOTHER - READY TO FALL DOWN FOR THOSE YOU CARE ABOUT! AND YOUR PAIN IS THE PAIN OF MUSIC! YOUR SMILE IS THE BREATH OF MELODY! YOUR EYES ARE THE DOOR TO LIFE AND LIGHT! YOUR HANDS! MY GOD! YOUR MOST GENTLE HANDS ARE THE POWER OF YOUR SOUL! YOU CAN HOLD THE WORLD IN YOUR PALMS! YOU CAN TOUCH MY HEART WITH YOUR HANDS AND I CAN FLY! I CAN CRY! YOUR BODY IS THE COMBINATION OF GALAXIES, STARS AND MOONS!  AND YOUR VOICE....THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNIVERSE! THE SOUND OF REAL SILENCE AND PEACE...

Saturday, January 10, 2015

SACRAMENTUM


I wish you a Golden Autumn...The Leaves may fall from trees but years can’t change your Beauty...You still shine like the Brightest Diamond from the day I first met you. Your eyes reflects the same Divine Light! Your Smile - same Innocence and Grace! Your Voice is still magical, like ever-changing Music of your Pure Soul! No one can break your Heart-beat! Every beat of your Heart is Holy like the notes of Infinite Melody...Your simplicity is stronger than any power in this World.
    Remember that the True Force in this Universe is Love and Beauty, like a Butterfly - fragile and small but one swing of its wings can cause chaos and changes in all the Cosmos.
    When your Tears are falling in dead silence...when no one knows...I am always there, to pick every drop of your crystal tears and treasure them in my warm hands...When you wait in sadness and sorrow in the hours of the night...I am also there, watching and protecting you...like a Guardian that protects a small child from this World of Illusions! When you close your eyes and the sleep takes you into another World of Dreams...I am there also! My hand is reaching for your reflection even in the Land of Fantasies!
    You are Night-Heaven Goddess! Never forget it! Only you burn with a Fire of Music! Only you can reach the Light beyond Darkness! Only you can sing the song of Life and Death! Only you can fly with broken Wings! Only Moon-Lady can be such Graceful and Divine! ONLY YOU!!!
    What if I am wrong???...What if all this is not True???... Then I will still believe that a Simple Stone can hide the most Brighter, Beautiful and Perfect Crystal...I will believe that your Music never ends even if I not hear it anymore...I will believe that you are Goddess even if I will die without seeing your Face again...I will believe in you even if I will forget your Name...I will remember you even if I will lose you forever...I WILL!!!

Monday, January 5, 2015

Nocturna Borealis


O! Queen beyond the Mountains
Sacred Light among the ruined Altar!
Walk with me on golden leaves
Down to the Path of Endless Dreams.


Look at the Sun and see my Face smiling!
Feel the Wind and hear my Voice!
Read the words of your Heart
and you will know my
Thoughts!

Go now, fly above the Northern Night
And cast my weary mind in
Sleep-delight!
Where the Dreams are Closer tonight
Just for a moment - Your blissful Sight!


O! Goddess with nightly Voice
And with Music in your hair!
Every Note vibrates in Glory
In my body - Thrill of Life!