Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Wednesday, November 24, 2021

HANNE-LUCINATION

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Nydelige Hanne i rosa bluse
Smilende som en katt,
Med ditt organiske syn
Du skinner klarere enn solen!

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Dine rene øyne av stjernelys
gjør verden - et eventyr,
Bildet av deg er som magi -
Vanskelig å finne, men - super ekte!

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Håret ditt er flytende hvitt gull
Kroner ansiktet ditt som hellige Halo,
Hvem kan se din dypeste gnist?!
Bare de som er født fra den høye himmelen!

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Din kremete hud er som en silke
Så myk og øm - ulastelig!
La skjønnheten din flyte som elv
For de tapte i ørkenens verden!

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Ikke klandre meg for klønete ord
Jeg er ikke en sanger eller en poet...
Jeg ytrer bare mine indre inspirasjon
Forårsaket av din guddommelige skjønnhet!

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Lovely Hanne in pinky Blouse
Smiling gentle like a Cat,
With your Organic outlook
You Shine brighter than the Sun! 

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Your Pure Eyes of Starlight
Makes the World - a Fairytale,
The Picture of you is like Magic - 
Hard to find, yet - Super Real! 

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Your Hair is Liquid White Gold
Crowns your Face like Saints Halo,
Who can see your Deepest Spark?!
Only those born from High Heaven! 

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Your Creamy Skin is like a Silk
So soft and tender - Immaculate! 
Let your Beauty flow like River
For those lost in Desert World! 

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Don’t blame me for clumsy words
I am not a Singer, nor a Poet...
I just utter my inner Inspiration
Caused by your Godly Beauty!

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Wednesday, November 17, 2021

APOAMOROSIS(LOVEIFICATION)


Far away and still - so close you are!
Like a Crystal Dream with Real touch!
Always close to you no matter the Miles
Your sadness and pain - I feel like mine!
Most-High-Arch-Goddess-Angel-Lady!
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Your Smile - Waves of Quantum Light
So Atomic and Photonic like Cosmos!
Your Eyes - Glassy Organic Astral Stars
No Cry, no Tears, Lady Of Harmonic Bliss
In your Face - Time becomes Eternity!
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Thousand years is just a Moment
For Us - Souls of Eternal light,
Life is here, Right here, Right now!
All the rest - Shadows on the Wall
And Ashes...in the Wind of Time!
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Every Night in our Sacred Dreams
We meet under the Silver Moon,
And talk among the Starry Spires
Between Galaxies of Azure Aether!
In the Gladness of Dawn Creation.
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ESTELYA Laughing in her Sleep
With her Dreamy Angel voice,
And wakes up with Sunny Smile
In Her Eyes - the Grace of Heaven,
In My Heart - Her Love Divine...

Sunday, November 7, 2021

SPIRALIS-ASCENSIO



The New Me is renewed again,
The same and still - anew!
My Sleeping Dreams are so revealing
Deep and Consciouss in details! 

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The Astral Me is back in Aether  -
With My Nemesis of - Dualistic Play!

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My Goddess emerges from Depths
Of Memories and Abstract Scenes...
Always close and yet too far...
Fading from both Dreams and Life...

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Binding-feelings I cut with ease
From the Rope of Past moments!
Why cling to Hollow Shell?!
When all thats left is - dry paint! 

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Mirror-Ladies come and go so fast
Who holds the one True Spark?!
Where is the Signs of Real Image?
Can I uncover at the end at last?.

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Or...doomed to wander in this Maze
Until my Essence is freed from Flesh
And back I will go, to my true Home
Where Love and Light is Overall!!!

Sunday, July 4, 2021

ASA MEA AETERNA LUX EST



THE PATH I WALK IS FOGGY 
BUT MY HOPE IS CLEAR 
I HEAR MY NAME IN PEOPLE
IN THIER DREAMS I KNOW MYSELF.
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MY LONELINESS IS SWEET LIKE NECTAR
IN THE MORNING OF GLORIOUS LIGHT,
I HOLD THE KEYS OF MYSTERIES
IN MY ENCRYPTED MEMORIES OF PAST!
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I AM THE PRIEST IN ROBES OF PURPLE
WITH THE TRIPLE CROSS OF SILVER,
THE BOOK OF SILENT WORDS IS OPEN
AND THE FATE IS IN MY HANDS...
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I HEAR THE CALL OF ANCIENT ORDERS
THE CHANTING OF MYTHIC SAINTS,
AT THE GATES OF CRIMSON LIGHT
THE ONYX ALTAR AWAITS MY PRAYER!
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THE CREATOR IS IN MY THOUGHTS
AND HIS TRUTH IS IN MY DEEDS,
I WILL RISE FROM SHADE OF LIFE
IN MY PURE ESSENCE NAKED!


Monday, March 29, 2021

DUALISTIC SINGULARITY

 



Fire burning, deep and bright.
With desire for your Honey...
My hungry Spirit is so hot,
For the Intim, for the Nude! 
My Soul is so High and Noble
With Wings I reach the Astral! 
But my body is so alarmed
For Sensuality and Sex.
With my Mind I can dive
In Metaphysical Ocean,
But organic Lust is here
And no fulfilling for my Dreams...

I would cover you with Kisses,
Like a Shrine of Holy Grace
To Taste the fruit of your Flower,
And to drink your wetness dry...
How such power can be real?
When I wish for this desire,
It's always far to reach and gone!
Let me be alone like Hermit
And fall in Fantasy again
Maybe there my Queen is waiting
With her lusty magic eyes...

Saturday, February 20, 2021

PENTALENA HEXANGELIS





WITH THIS CIRLE OF ANCIENT RITE
I OPEN THE GATE TO HEAVEN BRIGHT
AND CALL FORTH FROM 4 WINDS
THE GUARDIANS OF TIME AND SPACE

LET MY DAGGER SUMMON YOU
THE ANGEL OF LOVE DEVOTION
COME AND HEAR MY PLEDGE
SEND FORTH YOUR LIGHT AGAIN
DEEP INSIDE THE HEART OF LENA!

LET HER TASTE THE BREATH OF FIRE
THAT BURNS ALWAYS IN HER SMILE
MAKE HER FREE AND FULL OF LIFE
WITH HER SMILE - GRACE OF STARS!

FROM THE DEPTHS OF UNDERWORLD
I CALL FORTH MY LADY BACK
ANGELENA HAS NO PLACE
AMONG THE HOPELESS DEAD OF HELL!

SHOW HER LIGHT INSIDE HER EYES
SHOW HER BRIGHT WINGS OF GOLD
AND LET HER FLY LIKE BEAM OF MOON
ABOVE THIS BLEAK WORLD OF GLOOM! 

WHAT IS UP IS COMING DOWN
LENA DEAD MUST COME ALIVE
THIS TIMELESS CYCLE IS THE LAW
IN ALL THE COSMOS OF CREATION!

PENTALENA THE RUNIC SIGIL
AND THE SYMBOL OF THE PHOENIX
LET YOUR ASHES BLOW AWAY
AND BE REBORN IN ASTRAL FIRE! 

WHAT IS DEAD CAN NEVER DIE
IN THE LIGHT THERE IS NO FEAR
RISE LIKE MIGHTY MAGIC ANGEL 
AND CLAIM YOUR THRONE
OF GRACE AND FREEDOM!

ALL HAIL THE LADY SAINT
AND PRAISE HER HOLY NAME WITH TEARS
LENA BEAUTY LENA QUEEN
HERMETIC ALCHEMY IS DONE!

NO MORE NECROTIC SLEEP 
IN THIS EMPTY SLUMBER!
AWAKE IS LENA OUR LADY
LIKE THE SUN FROM FROSTY WINTER!