Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Sunday, December 31, 2023

+DUALIS•IN•UNITATIS+




“Ars Magis est intra Nos et in Esentia Vitae: de Rerum Spontanis et Silentio Vox” +Violex di Luxis+
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When I look, I can’t find
But when I am disfocused - 
I can touch the Realm UNKNOWN! 
From My Darkness - My Light grows
You stay by me, by not being present,
Here I am Me, 
but there - The Me Complete! 
A Game of Complition and Division?!
Who knows what you think,
When you are not thinking?!
I stay True to My Inner Essence
Even if all seems non-sensical…
Dual-Forces are dancing inside me,
I try to Unite them in Unison and Balance! 
The more I am - the less I need,
The Less I try - the more I have,
When Awake - I feel asleep,
When I sleep - I feel Awoken!
‘Paradoxes’ you may say with ease,
No, just Life Complete!
The Path in constant split can be Whole
If you look without gaps in lines! 
By being Me - you can be yourself
And I can know Myself - through you! 
NOW, you See? THERE IS NO CONFLICT!
Only growing - in Mutual Division…

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

+MAGNUS•MAGIS•MAGUS+


Free from the Phantoms of my Rainbow Past,
The Quantum World open for my Exaltation! 
The Power of the Present NOW I harness
To build my Bridge between Two Realms!
No more Self Extra-Desiration, too stained…
Time for Morphing with my Psychic Aspects
Into One Avatar of constant Blooming Up! 
Music, Dance, Yogic Meditation- Supercontemplation!
The Queens of Sensual fornication, I let go at last
For my New Adventure of Self Eliberation! 
Books in Library and My Higher Dreams- My Guide,
To reach the Void of Harmony - The Life Complete.
No more Passive waiting in Outer Emanations
I saddle my own Horse of Inner Change! 
The Peace of Silence has so many Doors - 
A Portal with Hunderd Gateways wide-open.
I can sense your dimming Light, so close to Me
Like a Beacon Signal, with Tears and Pain! 
Don’t you Dare to turn off your Spark Divine
Just hold on, a little more! I am coming soon…
To Smite those Shadows back to Hellish Doom
And fly your Essence back - to Neo Paradise!!!