Introduction

Sleepless Nights upon drafts of forgotten Wisdom and forbidden Paths often made My Mind restless and eager for reaching new depths of Universal Perception. The Sense of losing Myself between ideas little bothered me, for I knew one thing – I will find what I seek, no matter how long it will be…Every step was more closer and reassuring, every guess took My Focus inside the right circle…into The Dream-Rift! I don’t know how but one day, at the edge of cataclysmic events inside My Mind, when everything around collapsed to absurdity and chaos…something strange changed My Inner Universe. Suddenly, I was obsessed by unknown idea, some kind of outer-thought, alien to my form of thinking...THIS THOUGHT BECAME MY LIFE...

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Silence

There are Spirits in this World
Whose Silence is stronger than any words:

He sat motionless for Hours
His Hands were shaking like leaves of flower
His eyes shone with warmly smile
But Tears were dripping slowly down.

He spoke to me with calming voice:
,,Don't spend your time in vain frustration
Life is ART not calculations
!
Look at me and see your Beauty
My reflection in your Heart!
I will guide you - take my hand
We walk this path until the end!
Don't be Sad, no time for Sorrow
I will watch your every step!

With his Words I fell asleep
Waves of Dreams and Memories...

Waking from my inner slumber
With My Spirit full of Joy
I cried out: ,,Thank you Stranger!
For your Silence, for your Words!”


He was gone, the room was empty!
And all the Space was drowned in Silence...

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Shadow of the Past

      It was in the dark hours of the Night. I was standing on a high rock near the beautiful valley. At such late time with My sleepless Spirit, thoughts took me wandering on strange paths and places...I forgot how I arrived here or why I came, like some hidden part of my Mind plotted against me. Sitting on this rock I realized that it had a weird shape, like some kind of mythical creature. Suddenly I arose with a feeling of unknown danger, or perhaps with intuitive alert. Indeed! The Rock had a shape of a creature I knew very well! It was...it was...With hesitation and growing disquiet I whispered to myself - A GARGOYLE!!!
      It was the creature from my nightmare dreams! Gazing at this waking horror I started to faint - My Mind was twisting. In that moment I felt the merging of dreams and realities as one single way of manifestation.
As I floated in a maelstrom of past memories I remembered why I came in this unknown place - It called me! This bestial creature summoned me from the forgotten Realm of Shadows.
       The Night became devoid of any sound or movement. The silence was unbearable, like stilled echo in a graveyard. The Creature started to move, first it spread its black rocky wings like huge clouds, I felt like a small point of shadow in comparison to its mighty shape. When this bizarre Gargoyle was towering above me, I sensed a weird feeling of protection, some kind of shadowy shield. All my fears and worries drowned in a sea of inner tranquility. Then, I approached him slowly, until I was face to face with this Guardian of Dreams, I stopped and stood still for a second.
  With a voice like a thunder he spoke: ,,I waited for you Wanderer! Waited for so long....I began to think that you will never find the way home, They thought you were Lost in this Grey World. But I always had a sparkle of undoubted hope toward you! I watched your every step and guided you in awakening from this worldly slumber. Now, we must leave at once!”
     The Sun began to rise like a fireball from sleeping mountains, its rays covered the World in a waking Light. The Night seemed to fade away like a veiled mantle. Above the high rock, between the red clouds of dawn, the Wings of this Unholy Creature carried me into the Shadow of the Past...

Monday, July 21, 2014

The Crimson Gate

I remember standing in the middle of a greyish Glade, the Moon shone with a weary sliver light, no Stars, just leaden Sky hung ghostly above me. Before me was a Gate…even now I can see it vividly…Huge Dark-Red Gate with grotesque features, above it were depictions of slimming shapes with horrid faces whose empty gazes pierced through me like fire-lightning. They were whispering to me, like a wicked hissing of thousand beasts. I knew that they were calling my Name in an endlessly repeating choir. I wanted to turn back, to cry, to run, to hide...but I couldnt...all my senses were beyond my control, my Body was frozen to the ground like a cold stalactite. When I gazed again at this infernal gate...I was struck with horror – The Gate was wide open! It looked like a jaw of an monstrous Dragon. Red light was glowing inside, the air was dusty, filled with stiffened decay. Suddenly, an Unseen Force slowly pulled me toward the gate. As my body approached closely, I felt my Heart stopping like a clock, one beat more and then...dead silence, darkness covered my mind...in that very moment I summoned all my Will and with my last Breath I shouted: ,,WAKE UP! WAKE UP! Wake up...”

          In the midst of this utter void I saw a Golden Star in the distance, covering me with a warmly light and diving in its soft rays, I Blacked Out…