How I am
still here?! Before I go...I must finish what I have started! But to do this I
need to remember my Self-Soul. Only through The Dream-Rift can I succeed. I am
getting closer to this crucial point, with New Way i.e. My Way! My last power I
cast into these Words of Distant Echo!
I see it...It is so real, but not within my grasp yet. How long must I wait? Yes, I know...just a little and I will be gone. They are calling my Name! Every night I feel them in my dreams. From Ages past and forgotten Times the Voices of Balance and Nature are crying for Truth and Beauty. Why me? I don’t deserve such Honor…
My Mind is so weary of this inner Maze and my Heart is so sick of empty feelings…Soon I will meet my Shadow, the one I banished inside The Crystal Halls of Agony. How blind I was! With time even Light can kill…slowly burning every thought and emotion. There was a time when I ran so fast and fearful from Pain but now it is my only Healer and Guide.
What I must do to manifest My Inner Flame in the outer Life? There are so many Paths to choose! I know...The Way is already in front of me, still...it is too stained with my own Blood:
I see it...It is so real, but not within my grasp yet. How long must I wait? Yes, I know...just a little and I will be gone. They are calling my Name! Every night I feel them in my dreams. From Ages past and forgotten Times the Voices of Balance and Nature are crying for Truth and Beauty. Why me? I don’t deserve such Honor…
My Mind is so weary of this inner Maze and my Heart is so sick of empty feelings…Soon I will meet my Shadow, the one I banished inside The Crystal Halls of Agony. How blind I was! With time even Light can kill…slowly burning every thought and emotion. There was a time when I ran so fast and fearful from Pain but now it is my only Healer and Guide.
What I must do to manifest My Inner Flame in the outer Life? There are so many Paths to choose! I know...The Way is already in front of me, still...it is too stained with my own Blood:
I woke from Dream, if dream it was...
Amidst the roaring of distant Beasts,
My hands with Blood and Heart in Fear
On the ground - cold Body with dry Tears.
Horror filled my freezing Breath
When I saw the pale face of Death!
This cold Body on the Crimson Road
Was my own...My Flesh and Bones!
I killed Myself with no remorse...
I closed my eyes with peaceful ease
And cried to the Empty Sky: My SACRILEGE!
Amidst the roaring of distant Beasts,
My hands with Blood and Heart in Fear
On the ground - cold Body with dry Tears.
Horror filled my freezing Breath
When I saw the pale face of Death!
This cold Body on the Crimson Road
Was my own...My Flesh and Bones!
I killed Myself with no remorse...
I closed my eyes with peaceful ease
And cried to the Empty Sky: My SACRILEGE!
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